seasons changing

Autumn In New York 

6-10-2020


The weather changing makes me nostalgic. Nostalgic for people I have never known, places I have never been and hearts I have never touched. As the air starts getting cooler and nights start getting longer, I am always in longing for something I don't quite understand, but I know it's out there, waiting for me. 

It's a very weird thing; having the feeling without a pointed direction for it to go, its just there, hanging in your chest, pressing down with nowhere to go. And the colder it gets, the heavier it presses. 

As you grow older, you have a lot of thoughts about how your life will be, what's going to happen. Some plan their weddings, others name their unforeseeable kids and others work towards a major end goal. 

Regardless of which one you are, it is safe to say that people are never fully happy, at least not for a long time. We are never satisfied. 

No matter where you are in life and how much you've achieved, for some people, something will always be missing. Whether they know it or not is another story. 

And with that constant longing for something you're not even sure what it is, life can be very confusing at points. But it keeps going, and seasons keep changing.

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